Life has been going really well. I'm so happy and stress free. Even though we have been having lots of problems with our car and furnace it doesn't matter. We are just trying to be thankful and happy for everything we have. Who knows maybe this upbeat attitude will help us with conceiving.
I'm trying to look at our infertility over the past five years as a good thing. We have been able to enjoy our marriage just the two of us which has been nice. We can go where ever without a thought. I'm thankful we have been able to have a marriage of us two before we have kids. No matter how much I want to be a mother I suppose it's a good thing we have had all this time.
I know once we have a child our lives will be different. I can't wait for the day though. I know Andrew can't either. Andrew and I are both in a really good place. We are both a lot happier living in our home we bought in July last year. To be away from the drama and focus on us.
I also know once I get pregnant or have a child the drama could reoccur. So in that way it bugs me. I'm hoping that the people who have harmed us won't come after us once we have a child. Our lives are better off even though we miss them. So that is one thing I'm concerned about our child who be our top priority and we would protect them as we see fit.
As I see it each day Andrew and I do the best we can. I'm hoping that we will be able to start a family this year. I know I'm still young (27) but it doesn't always feel like that. All around me are people with beautiful children. I hope Andrew and I will get to have that. Gosh I pray this is our year. I will keep the faith for 2013 to be the year God blesses us. :D Oh life how wonderful and special you are.
Live, Laugh, Love <3
*~~~**Baby Dust~~~**~~~*
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